Thank you 'Mish' :-)

I owe this post to Michelle (Serenzy). She is so sweet. You're probably wondering who 'Mish' is. It's Michelle. She is a fellow i-do'er. :) A lovely woman with lovely words. She made me feel nice tonight. Just nice. :)

We have a section on this forum where pregnant women come in & show off their gorgeous belly pics. Regular pictures taken at different intervals throughout their pregnancies showing off their beautiful, glowing, round, full bellies. It's an infatuation, if you will. (Well what would you call it, a post with hundreds & hundres of pages, thousands & thousands of bellies?? Point taken?)

But hey, that's us. Us I-Do'ers are a different breed. :P

Anyway, whilst browsing through the latest posts this afternoon, I came across Michelle's latest post - taken at 26 Weeks + 3 Days.

This is her:


Check out the Tatt & Pandora bracelet? Does it remind you of anyone? :P

Me. :)

Call me weird, call me bizarre, call me a freak, call me what ever you want.

As soon as I saw this picture, (besides the initial thinking of how utterly beautiful it was that such a precious being is growing so well inside of there - congrats Mish xx), the second thing that came to mind was how much it reminded me of me!

Now, after my dream last night, combined with thinking of my baby today sitting at the traffic lights and seeing a huge baby billboard, combined with seeing this belly and it reminding me of me, I really think I'm on to something with this Positive Thinking out to the universe. I've been reading a lot of The Secret lately, and saying positive affirmations to myself a lot.

"My body & I are ready to create a happy, healthy, full term viable pregnancy"

"We wish for a honeymoon baby" (we marry in just under 9 weeks)

"To hold, to love, to cherish"

I also find myself talking to my uterus. Yep, total confessed weirdo right here!! LOL. I tell it to become very sticky, and prepare it's lining ready for my next blessing that will stay with us to full term. Things like that. :)

As much as it may sound weird, what ever works right? It keeps me positive, and keeps me thinking the best. That's what I have to do.

I've also told Mish that as soon as I take my very own belly pics, I'll have her to thank! I will come on here as much as it takes to admire the above picture, and keep telling me that will be me very soon. After our honeymoon :)

I can't wait to go in to labour. It will mean I'm THAT much closer to meeting my very own prince or princess. I can't wait. Am I actually saying that??

YEP. I am. & proud to!

Hmm... went to the toilet earlier too. Should probably mention this thinking. Will be good to read back on, reflect back to, in the near future - when I fall pregnant again.

Even though I really had no intention of us trying this cycle, now AF has stopped (following the m/c) and i've got the EWCM, it really makes me wonder if we should give it a go. I'm in 2 minds. I was told not to by the docs, as my body should get itself back in tip top form for a bubby to stick, but seeing that EWCM it's so tempting! I'm sure you know what I mean... as soon as we see it we know the BD is on! It's hard to resist this time.

I'm off for now, ta ta

Thanks again Mish!

oxoxoxo