A good sign

Thought I'd pop in quickly & tell of a dream I had last night..!

I really believe it's trying to tell me something. We had such a huge emotionally draining week, we decided to have a really quiet Sunday on the couch in front of the TV / reading. I read some of 'The Secret' again. I love this book. It makes me feel good.

Anyway, my dream went like this. Apologies in advance if it's all over the place - dreams never make sense. Until now!

THE DREAM:

We were travelling to Adelaide to see a male friend of ours, turns out it was a guy I work with (bizarre, already!).

Anyway, we were just starting to descend in to Adelaide after the 2 hour flight, and all of a sudden the plane took this huge downward spiral - head first. A REAL downward spiral! Then, nothing. Must have crashed I think, because I woke up. Didn't seem like there was much saving it.

Now, normally (in my every day life) I would freak the bloody hell out over this (as would most)! I'm scared of flying at the best of times, and always worry before every flight 'what if something goes wrong'. (I think this is reflecting me freaking out over having a m/c, then it actually happened).

Went back to sleep, and had exactly the same dream except for the downward spiral part. We were going to Adelaide, same plane, same flight time, same everything, but no worrying before we boarded.. or very minimal anyway. Normal thinking about the flight.

I went on to the flight with the thinking that everything would go fine, I don't think I really even questioned whether something would happen, as I always did... & everything did! It ran just fine..!

I don't remember landing, but I remember descending, and everything was running so smoothly. No problems.

But then I woke up again, (albeit, late. Woops.)

Now, normally I'm not one that reads in to my dreams, or very rarely anyway. But as I was in the shower, it just hit me. This dream means something. It's trying to tell me something. The next time everything will be fine, and it will all run smoothly.

Because I freaked out so much about the first one (worrying morning, night, day in, day out) that something would go wrong, it did. Now, I know I didn't cause it as such, but as someone else said to me the mind is a powerful tool. I need to now use it to my advantage, not disadvantage.

:) I FEEL SO MUCH MORE POSITIVE ABOUT MY NEXT PREGNANCY. :)